It’s been a very long time since I’ve posted on my blog. So here’s a short update and some random thoughts .
The days are getting shorter and winter is setting in in Berlin. It’s been a very difficult year. .It’s been hard not to be lonely or isolated. On the other hand, I find myself being thankful for life in Berlin before the pandemic, and for the normalcy that will hopefully set in soon again. I have never lived in a situation where I had to confine myself to my home or have the society I live in at risk before. I often think about my troubles and how to manage them, how to heal, and how to build a meaningful life for myself. Although those are good goals to strive for, this has been a lesson for me to just try to enjoy myself and collect good memories in the here and now and not always be busy building towards a brighter future. I hope you are able to do the same. It’s not easy living with chronic hallucinations but life generally isn’t easy for anybody I think. And I do increasingly have moments in the day where I’m not hallucinating, where life seems still and serene like a quiet winter night with fresh snow.
I actually have 2 short collections of songs ready to release. I haven’t decided on the titles yet but one is an electro-pop EP and the other is an IDM, electornica(ish) EP. I’m excited to show them to you guys ASAP :) I will start releasing the songs in the coming months.
Be safe and please take care!
Yours truly,
Chris